Fallin' in Love with Your Friend . . .

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Fallin' in Love with Your Friend . . .

I've experienced a lot just by getting involved in a so complicated friendship. . .

First, I was afraid because, whenever I look at him, my heart started beating so fast.

I was annoyed of it, on how I was happy when I see him, and how I was sad when he's not there.

I've been liking him over and over again, and I lost track of how many times I've kept forgetting him but couldn't. . . Many people say it's love because it started on a small beginning but developed into a strange and weird feeling.

Every time, before I go to sleep, I've always thought that maybe we won't last long, that maybe we'll stay like this and never move on. 

I've regretted my choice, because once, he confessed to me, and I was surprised, because he still doesn't know that ... I liked him too. But I was afraid to admit it to myself, because I wasn't certain of my decision. 

But seriously, I wanna learn more than just of love, because I want to prove myself that I am not a coward, I can face many challenges as much as I can. But I've never felt heavier in my chest all this time.

We were going to have an upcoming test in ICT, and I was all excited at the same time, nervous, because I was unsure because maybe, I don't know... I won't be able to concentrate again. Honestly, I wanted to be the highest in the quiz, but surprisingly, got one mistake . . . I was all blaming myself for it. I was asking all my other classmates, they said they've got a perfect score which is really because I heard them ask from their seatmates, but I don't really mind.But during the time of answering the test, I was relieved that he wasn't there, because I was determined that I'll be able to perfect the quiz when I can concentrate on it myself. But a few items further, he just suddenly came, barging in with a grin on his face. I was more of relieved than of anxious because that face reminded me to calm myself, it really soothed all things but then later on forgot one answer in the test.

I was curious, "what is the meaning of this?", asked myself while scratching my head. There is no mistake that this is just hallucination, so I hurried down during break with my friend asking the same question again. 'Why is my heart beating fast again?". All these questions reminded me of my failure, I was afraid because I wanted to be more of a successful student but got distracted just by a silly admiration on one single person.

I've said to myself that maybe yes, maybe no. I'll just try my best to catch up with him. Because I know that he still cares for me.......

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Is there a "Forever" in Friendship?

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Is there a "Forever" in Friendship?

Is there really a "Forever" in Friendship? I'm getting curious because I don't really know if Friendship never lasts. . .

Or if Forever exists between close friends.

I have always wanted to have a relationship which never ends, no matter your current state. You and your friend will always be together.

BFF? What is that? This is what everybody keeps using whenever they have a very close relationship to someone. That is defined as "Best Friends Forever", ever familiar with it? Of course yes, but do they truly mean it? That is what WE don't know, because promises are meant to be broken, you never know what's coming until you witness it yourself.

Whenever you hang out with your friend, do you feel all proud because you know he/she will stay there by your side forever, even when you grow up? Think again, some people are just there chilling out with you because you are what they need, and when that need disappears, they leave you just like a pile of paper. Friends that aren't true disappears oftentimes in a blink of an eye. Leaving you to regret all your decisions, all your mistakes, and causing it all to blame it on you.

Does it hurt a lot? Seeing your best friend go away when the time came you needed her or him... YES .... It hurts a lot ... It's like having a bee sting your heart.. leaving you buried in the ground crying for help. Isn't it sad to watch your best friend leave you behind when you fall down?? It's like a feeling of betrayal of a friend who stayed with you the longest among all your other classmates in you classroom. Leaving yourself to ask for another chance of revival from your wounded heart.

In what I believe in . . . There is no Forever, because it never really existed especially when it comes to complicated relationships. You just don't want to admit to yourself that you are here to prove to yourself that you can be independent, you can have no one to rely on because you know what you can do, and you know what you can prove.

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Do I Have any True Friends?

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Do I Have any True Friends?

Do I have any true friends currently in my life? I've probably asked myself this question a few times. But I haven't been certain on what my final choice is. You know, having a true friend is like having a 20-peso ring. Low-priced, but still an accessory that adds up glamour in your life. You feel comfortable with it because you know you look better with it. And without it, even that cost?? Wasting it is such a regret, because, having a chance to value something worthy in your life is more of a friend that is important and precious to you.

Have you ever experienced of having a true friend for once in a lifetime? Well... If yes, then you are lucky, You've given a chance to live up your dreams with a friend who's supporting you in your decisions, in your mistakes, and in your life. Even if that someone left you without a trace to remember, you're still lucky to have that special someone to share your secrets with, that person's shoulder whom you cried on when you felt down in time of difficult challenges that you've encountered recently in your life.

Having that kind of person whom you chose because you know that this person will, no matter what make you laugh and smile even when you're sad, is the most wonderful thing that you ever had.

I have experienced and have been acknowledged to try harder to succeed in life. But sometimes I just need a friend whom will support me in my trials of difficulty.

I have a friend whom I just met quite some time. . . She is a very unique friend unlikely to others who I recently hang out with, she's quite different from the other people who'd just say "hi" and leave. She's the type of person who doesn't want to miss a single word from you 'til she knows you're there. She's the kind of person who loves to hang out with people, especially the times when we just play randomly to entertain ourselves and to avoid boredom. She's the person who never leaves you even you keep running like you're in a maze. She'll still be there standing, waiting and smiling at you. Every time I look in her eyes, I see her determination of being a good student, a responsible high school student, no matter the situation she's in, she'll take advice from me, and whenever I'm in at bad stake, she'll help and support me, as a true friend who's always there, and prepared for what tasks we might encounter in our future references.

I might be selfish but I want to be with her more, when we grow up, I wanna go to places with her, travel with her, explore the world with her. Because I've seen all the similar characteristics we share in common, and I am happy with what I share with her because she's the first closest and true friend that I've ever had in my life. 

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What are True Friends Compared to Best Friends?

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What are True Friends compared to Best Friends?

If you have been wondering the same as I am, then the question is yet been answered.

Everybody says that they have best friends that support them no matter what.

But several people know that true friends are way more supportive in their lives.

But What? What exactly is the point of having these two very different terms compared to each other?

Well . . . There is a point, and that is when you have a friend, a very special friend, you call a best friend or your best buddy. You even tell secrets to one another as a reminder that this person trusts you more than anyone. But have you ever noticed or observed,  that every time you turn your back to your "Best Friend". you've always regretted your decision or you've always doubted your choice? Many rumors have been floating in midair. Saying that Best Friends are just the same as "backstabbers" who shows his/her true self in the shadows. 

I've experienced the same thing, having a best friend to tell your secrets with, but you just don't know that there are already hundreds of people that she or he have told. Having a best friend to go with during break or recess, having a best friend to go home with after school or even having one to copy your assignments from. But you just really didn't keep in mind, that he or she will always leave you afterwards when the time comes. You're like just. . . afraid to admit that she is not the kind of friend that will always back you up when you're facing difficult tasks in life. Oftentimes, best friends are also influential when it comes to social environment, swearing in front of your elders 'cause your best friend encouraged you to, cigarette smoking in front of the school premises because your best friend told you to or even can be doing drugs where your family won't see you because your best friend said "it's good". Having a best friend can be best, but you just don't know that there are some that isn't that beneficial to the way you live your life.

But what is a True Friend? What is his/her role in your life as a special someone to you?
I have a true friend and I am proud, very-very proud of what i have. 
Whenever I feel sad or down, she'll console or comfort me. She even makes jokes in times of difficulties. But sometimes we do have fights, but we get over it because we know we understand each other better. We know better than we are.

Having a true friend like her?? It is the best, and she IS true, to me and to herself.
Having to coincidentally meeting her in my life, was the furthermost greatest thing I've ever encountered. Sometimes I ask myself... Who is this girl?? How did I meet her? Why did I meet this wonderful extraordinary girl in my life? Maybe True friendship has finally found me. But no matter the circumstances we are currently on, we'll face each others' problems because I am desperate of having our relationship stable as possible :)
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Friendship is Weird but.. I like it :)

I'm curious because Friendship is so weird yet... why do I cherish it? Why do I value it as a part of my life?

These questions yet haven't been answered are always stuck in my mind... asking myself...

It's so weird, the same time, it's kinda cool to have a friend beside you, to always hear you out... Because to them.. your words are what matters the most. Their eyes are like.. so radiant because they couldn't get tired at staring at you straightly, because they don't wanna miss a single thing that you do.. It's so weird ... but friends are friends, so you must be glad because you have a friend. Not as weird as this, but as long as you enjoy being with him or her, they'll appreciate you in what you are..

No matter the age, the looks, the religion, the nationality or the traits that she or he has. Your friendship is what you enjoy the most. Especially when you value your relationship as a part of your life, it will last long... :)

Friendship ~

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Friendship? What is Friendship?

I have been wondering ever since... What really is Friendship?

 Friendship is a relationship when you get to have the chance to have someone to rely on...

A someone to have beside you in times of needs...

A special someone to be with everywhere....

And a someone who has a shoulder to cry on....

Everywhere... There are friends.. Whom you can share your secrets with...

No matter what it takes, he or she will be the one who will guide you and help you on your way back up when you fall down...

That someone will console you every time you drop a tear... and will comfort you when you feel down...

A someone who smiles and laughs at your jokes.

In times of things that you loose, he or she will take care of you.

A tight hug you can share with your friend is the best thing that you can cherish the most...

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